Doctor Update

Off the subject, but did anyone else notice that the baby count down on the side of my blog is now counting up!? I know how many days I am over due thank you!
Here is what the doctor said yesterday- still zero! And still very high. In fact my cervix is still pointed very far back and high that it felt like it was in my throat! He did another ultrasound to make sure she is still head down and she is. Here is what happens now, because I am overdue I get to go in for a non-stress test. They make sure baby girl still has enough amniotic fluid and stuff. I go in for that on Tuesday morning. There is still the possibility I go into labor on my own before or even after that. If I don't then we will induce. My doctor came into the room and made sure I was still ok with being induced, knowing that labor could last 24 hours and I might need a cesarean even after all of that. (By the way doc- that was a HORRIBLE pep talk!) I looked at him and asked "What are my other options? Being pregnant for 42 weeks and then having to be induced?" No thank you!! This is where I put trust in my body and hope it figures out soon what to do. If it doesn't then I put my put my trust in my doctor and modern medicine. Depending on the time of day I am either crying, or ok with what is going on. My brother was over the other day and he said he doesn't understand why women freak out if their baby goes overdue. I told him until he is pregnant and feels the way I do, then he cannot say anything!
At this point it is a mind game and you just tell yourself it is going to happen, this baby will come out and she will be beautiful and a couple of days after she comes you will wish her back inside! That is my pep talk I give myself everyday. I do have good news though, people now tell me I am a cute pregnant person and I have not had anyone tell me I look huge for a long time! (which is probably a good thing because I am pretty sure I would go crazy on them!)